October

This is one is heavy Majical Cloudz inspired, I wanted minimal and vulnerable. What I actually achieved I don’t know. I don’t think I can sing well enough for how I want it. I like it though, but I can just glaze over stuff sometimes. The root of this one came when I was imagining playing guitars with someone and what I would play and sing. I scraped the guitar pretty early, I didn’t even record one when I set at this song. I was thinking of people I used to know, which I guess is a topic I dwell on a lot when I’m in a melancholy state I ran from Emily to Rudy and J bag. I had a reference to a Kilgore Trout quote from Breakfast of Champions and the lost highway movie which used to be important to me.

I see you

I want you, to know

I love you

I loved you

When we were friends

But distance changed us

Time called us strangers

I remember when, It was different

It's all like the ocean  

It's all like cellophane

We were trying to forget

that we ever had brains

You were my best friend

I should have let go by now

But I still hold in my mind

The time we shared

Along a lost highway

I thought of when we saw birds flying down

You said it was the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen

We were at an age when we still said such things

it's feels so long

Since I've seen you

Since I've heard you

I still write to your ghost

See distance changed us

And Time called us strangers

I don't know what we had

I don't want to talk anymore